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write anything for weeks, but; + I'm happier now + my house was broken into, my photo gear stolen, thousands of $$ + no, it wasn't insured + my car was broken into, violently, no music on rides now + I see every thing symbolically, karmatic (people don't believe I'm spiritual and usually think i'm cynical..) + for months I live in www.photo.net (mainly in the large format forum) + and in www.ebay.com, they compliment each other, it's a loop + but it's going to end soon, all my addictions are temporary + this week it was just like playing with monopoly money, maybe my money issues are passing? + I have the most amazing people here as my friends! + most people are ugly and terribly stupid + how will I be able to live somewhere else? + can't live here anymore, I don't agree with anything, I'm drowning in evil + the alternative community here is small, but it's so amazing, I know the most interesting people here! + going to Vienna in September stresses me, what if my plans wouldn't work? + I'm modifying a camera. It fulfills me. Thrills. I love fine craft work + last week late at night I found myself laughing from some geek joke on the large format photography forum. discovering I was a geek made me very happy! + I'm dying for love..............+ I'm full of love + I'm very selective, critical, demanding and with too high standards about people around me + I'm managing too well on my own + are you still there? + you must be special, I like you, but don't think you understand everything + do you know 'paper boulder artist'? + do you know to search the web? + it was very emotional finding Anna again + feelings are not linear, not always logical + saga why don't you write? + I love riding my bicycle in Tel Aviv, it's a movie out there, I wish I could show you everything I see, strange cultures, I pass by them, don't stay, almost flying, just watching, learning, leaving + it's 06:00, I think I'd better go to sleep now |
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