It's the birth of the moon, beginning of the Jewish month Av. I was born on the second of Av, and Dana brought it to my attention tonight that I'm actually a Leo according to Jewish astrology, that my birthday occurs also on Monday eve and Tuesday, so I actually think of the whole Friday to Tuesday package as my ongoing birthday/new beginning event this week. It's consoling thinking that not only Saturday was the symbolic first day of my next year and I can look at these five days and extract other feelings and activities as showing a symbolic course for the coming times. Av is father in Hebrew, just thought about a father these days, have I ever written I grew up fatherless since I was almost 3 years old? Just told this to P. yesterday after she wrote her father died on Monday. according to Kabala the Av month is in Father sign, Dana said that you should be father like in this month; leading, protecting; a Leo. I guess it couldn't hurt; I should be very patient and compassionate, especially these weeks, while producing my students' exhibition. I shouldn't be surprised that the song that's playing just now while writing these lines is 'Your Father', even made a screen shot, as a visual evidence for symbolism, remember I was writing about it two items ago? In a conversation with Nat last week I called this 'plak'; a word invented by a friend to describe extraordinary and improbable coincidences. I also spoke about intuition with Dana tonight. Sometimes plaks are extensions of intuitions. They also tend to happen more and in a more symbolic way as you notice them more and give them some thought.
May you have a good week, month and a year.
# 63
19/07/04
 
 
 
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